Shall I fill you in on what has happened since my last entry??  I think I shall.  (Okay...that's enough with all the proper mumbo-jumbo.)

Well, to start off, I have been without the internet at home for about 2 months now.  However, we just got the internet back, so I should be able to update more often.

I am sure some of you thought I had just jumped off the face of the earth.  Well, I thought about it a couple times...j/k.  Actually, I have been rather busy trying to go to school, study all the time, and trying to find a job.  Since I am in the Certified Nursing Assistant's class, I was trying to find a job at a hospital or nursing home as a CNA.  Finding a job isn't going as well as I thought it would.  Seems right now there is an over-population of CNA's.  But that's okay, because I am going into the Nursing program before too long anyway.

Anywho, I really like the CNA class and I am good at everything we've been tested on.  So maybe being a CNA/nursing hopeful is what I am supposed to do.

Got to close this for now.  Much love to all who read it!

~Peace, Love, and Happiness~

Since my dad walked out at the end of July (11 days after his and my mom's 25th anniversary), money has been super tight around here.  We didn't even think that we were going to be able to pay our bills this month, let alone buy Christmas gifts for everyone that we need to get presents for.

Well, we got some really bogus papers in the mail today from dad's lawyer.  The papers are trying to make dad look like he's the poor one, when he has a hell of a lot more money than we've got.  He goes out and buys new junk almost everyday.  I'm suprised that he even got me and my little sister anything for Christmas (whoohoo *rolls eyes* a $25 gift card for Walmart *rolls eyes again*)

Anyway, since we got the papers in the mail today, mom and I have been on the phone trying to make heads or tails of the nominal figures dad had in the papers.  When we called the Electric Company, we got a little Christmas present early.  We found out that we qualified for a program called Works Round-up, and we are to receive a  check in the mail to replace our roof.  Little do they know, we are going to use the money to buy Christmas, and probably have my cousin fix the roof for us.  We also found out that there was some money left in the account my grandparents had before they died.  Which means, we come into that money too. 

All this basically means:  we can pay our utilities and buy Christmas presents.  Our Christmas wish came true!! 

All we really have to figure out now, is how to raise my little sister's spirits.  She has to have a complete ankle replacement surgery.  We have no clue when that is going to happen because we are waiting for the hospital to call us with a first appointment.

Not much else has happened lately.  I am out of college for the semester!  Yay!!  Christmas break!!!!  I can't wait to go back next semester!  *rolls eyes*

Gotta close this thing for now.  I'll update as soon as I can.  It all depends on how big of a pain my computer wants to be.

Later!

~Peace, Love, and Happiness~
Merry Christmas!!!!

Well, a lot has happened since I last updated.  And frankly, I don't like a lot of it.  I have continued having my "attacks" (as the doctor would like to call them).  And I am probably in the midst of a nervous breakdown.  To top things off, my boyfriend told me Sunday night that if I don't get these attacks under control, then I won't be able to see him in person and I can only talk to him on the phone.  (As if that didn't add to my stress **rolls eyes**)

I don't really think I could stand the thought of losing him right now.  He is part of the reason I am still half-way sane.  If it wasn't for knowing that I have something worth staying sane for, I would have already went nutz!

Well, I can't write much more.  I am in the middle of a math class right now.  I will update or edit soon!

~*Kimmy*~

~Peace, Love, and Happiness~

I know I need to update more than just a couple times a month.  I am still pretty busy with school.  I don't have a job anymore, so that gives me a little more time to do with as I please.  I miss the money, but I enjoy the time.

Not a whole lot has happened since my last real update.  I am now on Paxil CR, instead of Xanax.  Seems the Paxil is working quite well to control my anxiety.

After I saw this, I SO had to post it!  Check out the PhotoBucket for Low Emissions, if you haven't already!  If you have, keep going!  It's an awesome thing!!
Sorry LE!!  I SO had to do this to you!  Ya know I love ya!!

'Later dayz!!

Last night was so much fun!!  I went to the store with a friend of mine.  We were only supposed to be gone 20 minutes or so, and ended up being gone a couple of hours.  She was looking for a "Dora, the Explorer" doll for her niece.

I am glad when I got home when I did, though.  I called my boyfriend to see if he was coming down.  I had barely even gotten to talk to him, when my mom came outside and told me I needed to get into the shower.  My boyfriend told me the same thing.  He told me that we were going somewhere.  Before his cell phone went dead, I got a chance to ask him if I needed to dress up to go where we were going.  He said yes. 

So, I went and hopped in the shower, got dressed, did the whole make-up/hair thing, and was ready.  Mom takes me to where we are supposed to be meeting him at.  Turns out, we were going to hear our friends' band play a gig. 

I had an absolute blast!  My boyfriend and I slow danced a lot.  And he tried to get me out on the floor to fast dance with him.  I don't fast dance!  And I told him that.  So, he walks up to my friend who plays Lead Guitar, and tells him to come out on the floor (he has a cordless mic that hooks to his guitar), and dance behind me.  And he does it!!  Much to my suprise.

Good morning....sounds nice, doesn't it??  I'd rather be sitting at home, in my room.  But instead, I'm sitting here in class, being bored out of my mind.  Right now we are having a guest speaker about financial aid.  *zZzZzZzZzZz*  I should be paying attention, but I'm not.  I'm bad, right?  Wrong!  I'm getting really tired of this whole college experience.

Not a whole lot has happened lately.  Since I last updated, I've been to the ER twice, and to the doctor once.  And I'm almost positive that before I update again, I will go to the doctor again.  Normally I update two or three times a month.  My doctor's appointment is on Tuesday.

I am really confused right now about what I feel for my boyfriend.  I care for him so much, but I can't explain what I feel for him.  I've never felt this way about anyone in my life....EVER.  So, I don't know what it means.

Not much else has happened since I last updated.  I know, I know....I live a boring life.  So what??

Gotta start paying attention now.  I'll update later!

~Peace, Love, and Happiness~

~*Kimmy*~

I try to update more than once a month, and then I end up getting swamped to where I can't do much of anything at all.  Between school, homework, work, and trying to keep up a relationship with my boyfriend (yes, I said boyfriend *lol*), I am pretty busy. 

Speaking of my boyfriend, I will eventually get a picture of us together up here on my blog page.  He is a really sweet, good hearted guy.  I like him a lot!  He is a cowboy, or wannabe cowboy.  Which, I find cowboys kind of mysterious and sexy.

Not much else has really changed since I last updated.  School and work still suck.  But college is going pretty good for now.  And I have gotten a few more hours at work.  One of my favorite co-workers is leaving us Friday night.  It makes me kind of sad.  We are all going to miss him!  He was the comic relief when work started to suck.

I guess I gotta go for now.  I am sitting here in my Math class updating my blog.  I need to focus on my math for a while.